No dream. Not even that I vaguely remember. I'm going to assume it was because of the mood I was in before I went to sleep.
stressed out
sad
angry
and even more sad
Wednesday, October 9, 2013
10/7/13
Part one.
so my dream goes like this. I was at a mall at night but someone broke into it and it was crazy the walls were broken.. which I think was a continuation of my end of the world dream yesterday. So I went into forever 21 and there were things on sale. they were calling it a constitutional sale which I think has to do with the fact that I learned about constitutional isomers in organic chem yesterday. Then I was walking around and found a bakery owned by victory secrets (which I think should happen in real life) and everything was really cool in there. There were tons of crazy cakes and the girl there was being mean to me because they were closing. So I bought this chocolate chip wrap thing and it had white cream stuff in the middle. and then I bought it with cash but in my head I thought about buying it with my Kevin card. Then when they rang me up it was like I was using the card. I bought the other sale stuff with the actual card and I hoped he wouldn't care. Then they were telling me about some chip in my card that was ruining there machine and in my dream I already knew about it. and I was telling them about it and telling them I was trying to fix it. and the guy was being super nice to me. then I walked out into this hall way with the dude and the wall opened like it was a door. it was cool. The walls in the hall way were brown and there was a yellow light so it looked like we were in some Egyptian type movie.
Part two.
I had just flown into Reno to meet my husband. We were sitting on the couch with Marcus (his real life friend) on the other couch. We were talking and husband was trying to make me go home tomorrow and I didn't want to because I was able to stay for a couple days. I was really upset and didn't understand why he wanted me to leave. Then I found out it was because he was borrowing my sister's car and didn't want me to be around so I was really mad and then he said he had to work so he left. Me and Marcus were talking and husband called me and started yelling at me about how if I don't wanna do this anymore ect. etc... and so I started crying. Then my ring broke.. in my head it was my ring and everyone thought it was my ring but now looking back to my dream it was my glasses. My glasses had diamonds in them and they were light blue and the diamonds were everywhere. I was trying to find all of them, and husband was telling me that I was lying and just making excuses to stay longer.
The end
so my dream goes like this. I was at a mall at night but someone broke into it and it was crazy the walls were broken.. which I think was a continuation of my end of the world dream yesterday. So I went into forever 21 and there were things on sale. they were calling it a constitutional sale which I think has to do with the fact that I learned about constitutional isomers in organic chem yesterday. Then I was walking around and found a bakery owned by victory secrets (which I think should happen in real life) and everything was really cool in there. There were tons of crazy cakes and the girl there was being mean to me because they were closing. So I bought this chocolate chip wrap thing and it had white cream stuff in the middle. and then I bought it with cash but in my head I thought about buying it with my Kevin card. Then when they rang me up it was like I was using the card. I bought the other sale stuff with the actual card and I hoped he wouldn't care. Then they were telling me about some chip in my card that was ruining there machine and in my dream I already knew about it. and I was telling them about it and telling them I was trying to fix it. and the guy was being super nice to me. then I walked out into this hall way with the dude and the wall opened like it was a door. it was cool. The walls in the hall way were brown and there was a yellow light so it looked like we were in some Egyptian type movie.
Part two.
I had just flown into Reno to meet my husband. We were sitting on the couch with Marcus (his real life friend) on the other couch. We were talking and husband was trying to make me go home tomorrow and I didn't want to because I was able to stay for a couple days. I was really upset and didn't understand why he wanted me to leave. Then I found out it was because he was borrowing my sister's car and didn't want me to be around so I was really mad and then he said he had to work so he left. Me and Marcus were talking and husband called me and started yelling at me about how if I don't wanna do this anymore ect. etc... and so I started crying. Then my ring broke.. in my head it was my ring and everyone thought it was my ring but now looking back to my dream it was my glasses. My glasses had diamonds in them and they were light blue and the diamonds were everywhere. I was trying to find all of them, and husband was telling me that I was lying and just making excuses to stay longer.
The end
Tuesday, October 8, 2013
10/6/13
A dream about the end of the world. Really dark. grey skies. people running around everywhere.
Monday, October 7, 2013
10/5/13
This dream had something to do with me looking for the kittens from the last dream. I lost them and couldn't find them in a big house so I went looking for them. More stuff happened and my husband was in my dream but I don't remember what exactly he was doing.
Good night :)
Good night :)
Sunday, October 6, 2013
10/4/13
I don't remember the beginning details of this dream but I know it wasn't very happy. It was more like someone was in trouble the whole time. We were in a house with a bunch of older teenagers and my brothers and sisters. I don't recognize the house as a place I know in real life. There wasn't much furniture in it and everyone was just kind of sitting around hanging out. There was a room that I hung out in most. It was like a kitchen but there was carpet everyone except for right by the sink. There wasn't any furniture at all in this room, just cabinets. I sat on the floor by the cabinets towards the end of the dream. I started looking through the cabinets for junk food. I ate a bunch of stuff and was trying to find cookies. I found a huge back of hershey's chocolate. They were in big zip lock bags and the bars were huge. I ate so much chocolate.
10/3/13
This dream was very long but I can only remember one part because it was so cute!!
I dreamed that my aunt's cat had babies. There were 5 of them and I had to take care of them. They were hiding and jumping around and I was in a semi dark room that kind of looked like an attic.. i guess.. or a garage with wood walls. The kittens were white with grey stripes. One of them was abnormally tiny but still very cute. When they were all born there was 6 of them but one died.
I dreamed that my aunt's cat had babies. There were 5 of them and I had to take care of them. They were hiding and jumping around and I was in a semi dark room that kind of looked like an attic.. i guess.. or a garage with wood walls. The kittens were white with grey stripes. One of them was abnormally tiny but still very cute. When they were all born there was 6 of them but one died.
10/2/13
Part one.
I was with this girl I know I'm gonna call her Kelsey. She was wearing a really bright aqua blue colored dress and we were at a street fair looking thing. Lots of little tents were set up selling things and it looked very hippy like. Then I saw another girl that new me named.. Stacy.. she didn't like Kelsey. Real life Stacy can kind a be rude and make you feel like you don't know anything. So in my dream Stacy was rude and talked a lot of crap about Kelsey. So as Stacy was being rude and talking crap behind Kelsey's back I yelled at her and told her to stop acting like she knows everything and stop acting like she's better than the world.
Part two.
I went out to this trailer. The trailer was in the middle of no where and you had to drive over lots of mountains. The mountains were like Las Vegas Mt. Charleston. So desert forest.. I guess. The trailer belonged to my friend.. Jasmine. When we were hanging out her parents ended up coming which was awkward in my dream but they're really nice (in person and in my dream) so then I decided to leave because they were yelling at Jasmine. I decided to walk which was weird because I was in the middle of no where.
Part three.
I was at this really unorganized store with my family. The lighting was really white and bright. The store had random stuff hanging in different places. It was mostly baby clothes but there were also stuffed animals. I was looking at the stuffed animals and my mom was looking to buy baby clothes for someone. I found a tiger that I wanted there. It was orange, black and white and small. Then my mom got news that was sad. She didn't tell me what it was but in my dream I knew that someone had just died.
I was with this girl I know I'm gonna call her Kelsey. She was wearing a really bright aqua blue colored dress and we were at a street fair looking thing. Lots of little tents were set up selling things and it looked very hippy like. Then I saw another girl that new me named.. Stacy.. she didn't like Kelsey. Real life Stacy can kind a be rude and make you feel like you don't know anything. So in my dream Stacy was rude and talked a lot of crap about Kelsey. So as Stacy was being rude and talking crap behind Kelsey's back I yelled at her and told her to stop acting like she knows everything and stop acting like she's better than the world.
Part two.
I went out to this trailer. The trailer was in the middle of no where and you had to drive over lots of mountains. The mountains were like Las Vegas Mt. Charleston. So desert forest.. I guess. The trailer belonged to my friend.. Jasmine. When we were hanging out her parents ended up coming which was awkward in my dream but they're really nice (in person and in my dream) so then I decided to leave because they were yelling at Jasmine. I decided to walk which was weird because I was in the middle of no where.
Part three.
I was at this really unorganized store with my family. The lighting was really white and bright. The store had random stuff hanging in different places. It was mostly baby clothes but there were also stuffed animals. I was looking at the stuffed animals and my mom was looking to buy baby clothes for someone. I found a tiger that I wanted there. It was orange, black and white and small. Then my mom got news that was sad. She didn't tell me what it was but in my dream I knew that someone had just died.
Saturday, October 5, 2013
10/1/13
So when I wrote these bullet points I was still half a sleep... I can tell because I don't even remember writing this stuff. hahaha
soo.. here it goes.. weird random bullet points. It sounds like it would've been good if I would've just wrote it then.
-Football game
-my hair
-house with lots of azalea people.
-Halloween, I was a bunny... or there was a bunny.. idk
-My mom and my little sister were in it
-I was carrying a heavy bag
-waiting to cross because a train shuttle thing
I have no idea what any of this means hahahhaha good stuff.
-Football game
-my hair
-house with lots of azalea people.
-Halloween, I was a bunny... or there was a bunny.. idk
-My mom and my little sister were in it
-I was carrying a heavy bag
-waiting to cross because a train shuttle thing
I have no idea what any of this means hahahhaha good stuff.
9/30/13
So I haven't been keeping up with this blog right now BUT I did write bullet points of my dreams every day I woke up. Only problem is I don't really remember the details like I thought because it was about 5 days ago. So, here are the bullet points.
First part.
-Water slides.
-Me wanting to be president (I guess)
Part two.
-dot (I have no idea what that means)
-thinking about having to go to staff meetings in my dream.
Part three. (I actually remember this part)
-My mom getting really drunk at a bar.
My cousin Jen was in my dream (which is really weird because I've never met her in person before). I was at a bar with a bunch of people, my mom and Jen included. My mom was super drunk and talking crap about my dad and I was sad. Not because she was talking bad about him but more because he sucks. Then after that we were in a van with my siblings going to Disneyland. I was sitting in the back of the van painting my nails. I was painting them bright pink and there were these pink sparkly rocks that I would dip my nail into. The rocks would stick on and it was super pretty. Outside the window was desert.
First part.
-Water slides.
-Me wanting to be president (I guess)
Part two.
-dot (I have no idea what that means)
-thinking about having to go to staff meetings in my dream.
Part three. (I actually remember this part)
-My mom getting really drunk at a bar.
My cousin Jen was in my dream (which is really weird because I've never met her in person before). I was at a bar with a bunch of people, my mom and Jen included. My mom was super drunk and talking crap about my dad and I was sad. Not because she was talking bad about him but more because he sucks. Then after that we were in a van with my siblings going to Disneyland. I was sitting in the back of the van painting my nails. I was painting them bright pink and there were these pink sparkly rocks that I would dip my nail into. The rocks would stick on and it was super pretty. Outside the window was desert.
Monday, September 30, 2013
9/29/13
I had the best dream ever last night! I was so excited about it and I ran it through my head when i woke up so that I wouldn't forget.. and then I forgot. Today was my first day of school/work so I'm guessing that had something to do with it. Well.. hopefully tomorrow I'll remember better. :/ I'm so sad I forgot.
Anyways! goodnight :)
Anyways! goodnight :)
Sunday, September 29, 2013
9/28/13
Nightmares
Part 1.
This dream took place in a cabin. It felt like I was on some kind of retreat or vacation. I was with a bunch of people but I don't exactly remember if I knew them. The cabin at points turned into long hallways that reminded me of being in a hospital. We all were just hanging out when these doctors came in and told us that we weren't allowed to leave. The told us we were patients and that we needed psychological help (I just finished watching a show like this where the girl was fine but people told her she was crazy and then it made her act a little crazy because no one believed her... which freaked me out because I feel like that could definitely happen in real life). Through out my dream me and a couple other people were trying to get out of the house, but every time we ran the cabin turned into long hospital halls and at the end were cabin stairs that led down to the living room where the beginning of the dream took place and were this man doctor (the main one) would wait for us. A couple times in my dream he chased me but never caught it. Once I got out of the cabin. When I walked outside there was a huge dirt lot in front of me that led to a dark desert place forest. I ran and ran and the man caught me by my hair. Just as I hit the ground and my face turned to look at him his hand was lifting to hit me and I woke up.
I didn't want to go back to sleep because I thought I would continue the dream, but I fell back to sleep. I dreamed I was sitting on a bench outside a cabin in the day time with a group of people. Everyone was happy and talking about the weekend to come. As we walked in the house the man from my first dream sat inside. I told everyone I couldn't stay and I left. I went back to my house where my family was waiting for me. I saw Kevin and gave him a hug. He was so drunk. He had a bottle of wine in his hand that was almost completely gone so I was helping him get around. My mom and aunt told us that we were leaving now. So I followed them out with Kevin by my side. We walked out the back door which led straight on to this black porch. It was very long and people were sitting everywhere. I sat Kevin down and took the bottle out of his hands. As we started moving I realized that we had just walked onto a huge ship. I walked towards the front and stared out into the ocean for a long time. Then all of a sudden the water path way got smaller and so did our ship. It was more like a little boat and my aunt was on the boat in back of us with her husband. The water now looked like a creek. There was a little pool of water that was so clear you could see the grains of dirt and the scales on the fish. All of a sudden the path started going up a mountain and our boat was beginning to go sideways up the mountain through the water. My heart was pounding so hard and I was waiting for us to flip our boat completely backwards. We made a sharp turn and then the boat dropped back to the bottom where the pool was. With my aunt now in front of us I was very worried because she was pregnant and couldn't take that kind of fall. our boat stopped in the pool and my aunts boat disappeared. There was a brown little building on the side of the pool that happen to be a bathroom. So we got out of the boat and walked toward the bathroom. The water continued all the way up against the bathroom so basically it was in the water. Someone was in the bathroom and me and my younger sister were waiting outside. There was this big bear/skunk looking thing in the water swimming towards us. In my dream I knew that they were mean so I was trying to make it swim the other way. I did this by putting rocks on one side of us but it went around. Then a binder appeared in the water (yes school supplies.. don't ask) and I used that to block the black creature. Then I woke up :)
Goodnight :)
Part 1.
This dream took place in a cabin. It felt like I was on some kind of retreat or vacation. I was with a bunch of people but I don't exactly remember if I knew them. The cabin at points turned into long hallways that reminded me of being in a hospital. We all were just hanging out when these doctors came in and told us that we weren't allowed to leave. The told us we were patients and that we needed psychological help (I just finished watching a show like this where the girl was fine but people told her she was crazy and then it made her act a little crazy because no one believed her... which freaked me out because I feel like that could definitely happen in real life). Through out my dream me and a couple other people were trying to get out of the house, but every time we ran the cabin turned into long hospital halls and at the end were cabin stairs that led down to the living room where the beginning of the dream took place and were this man doctor (the main one) would wait for us. A couple times in my dream he chased me but never caught it. Once I got out of the cabin. When I walked outside there was a huge dirt lot in front of me that led to a dark desert place forest. I ran and ran and the man caught me by my hair. Just as I hit the ground and my face turned to look at him his hand was lifting to hit me and I woke up.
I didn't want to go back to sleep because I thought I would continue the dream, but I fell back to sleep. I dreamed I was sitting on a bench outside a cabin in the day time with a group of people. Everyone was happy and talking about the weekend to come. As we walked in the house the man from my first dream sat inside. I told everyone I couldn't stay and I left. I went back to my house where my family was waiting for me. I saw Kevin and gave him a hug. He was so drunk. He had a bottle of wine in his hand that was almost completely gone so I was helping him get around. My mom and aunt told us that we were leaving now. So I followed them out with Kevin by my side. We walked out the back door which led straight on to this black porch. It was very long and people were sitting everywhere. I sat Kevin down and took the bottle out of his hands. As we started moving I realized that we had just walked onto a huge ship. I walked towards the front and stared out into the ocean for a long time. Then all of a sudden the water path way got smaller and so did our ship. It was more like a little boat and my aunt was on the boat in back of us with her husband. The water now looked like a creek. There was a little pool of water that was so clear you could see the grains of dirt and the scales on the fish. All of a sudden the path started going up a mountain and our boat was beginning to go sideways up the mountain through the water. My heart was pounding so hard and I was waiting for us to flip our boat completely backwards. We made a sharp turn and then the boat dropped back to the bottom where the pool was. With my aunt now in front of us I was very worried because she was pregnant and couldn't take that kind of fall. our boat stopped in the pool and my aunts boat disappeared. There was a brown little building on the side of the pool that happen to be a bathroom. So we got out of the boat and walked toward the bathroom. The water continued all the way up against the bathroom so basically it was in the water. Someone was in the bathroom and me and my younger sister were waiting outside. There was this big bear/skunk looking thing in the water swimming towards us. In my dream I knew that they were mean so I was trying to make it swim the other way. I did this by putting rocks on one side of us but it went around. Then a binder appeared in the water (yes school supplies.. don't ask) and I used that to block the black creature. Then I woke up :)
Goodnight :)
Friday, September 27, 2013
9/26/13
This morning I woke up on 2 separate occasions and both times I remember telling myself, "Oh that was a good dream, remember that"... and then I for real woke up. I can't remember either of the parts :( But I remember they were good. It's so hard to remember them after being at work all day. And you might ask why not just right them in the morning.. Well, I'm not making myself get up even early than I already have to just to remember a dream. Haha. I. hate. mornings.
goodnight
goodnight
9/25/13
Part 1.
I was walking on the beach with another girl and we were in bathing suits. Mine was strapless and I kept thinking about how unflattering and uncomfortable it was. There was this big group of guys by the water that we walked passed. They said hi to us and were trying to be cool, but for some reason I knew that they were breaking some rule. So me and the girl walked to this old cabin thing down the beach where the man that owned the beach lived. He didn't like people in certain spots and the boys happen to be in that area. We told the old man that there were boys swimming in his water and when we turned around to show him they were gone. We told him we swore they were there and if he could just look again he would see them. He turned back around to find the boys jumping at the same time into the water, but they happen to be on the side that was okay. So then we left the old weird guys cabin and began walking down the beach again. We ran into this huge long thick thing with hair. It was in the shallow part along the beach but also went in pretty far so we didn't know how long it actually was. In my dream we knew it was a giraffe neck and head. the head part was in the water so we couldn't see it, but we did see the giraffe pattern and it had hair. It was very strange and not really scary at all.. as much as it sounds like it would be hahaha.
Part 2. This part takes place in a house.. a random house. My room was next door to my real life friend ... we will come him... Ted. And next door to Ted was my ex boyfriend from a long long time ago...lets call him... Jason. So I was trying to have a conversation with Jason who in my dream was just my friend, but he wasn't really trying to talk to me. He was acting really weird.. and then finally when he got back home from leaving somewhere he told me to come hang out in his room. I did and we talked and it was whatever. Then my friend Ted came home and I went to his room because me and him were at lot closer (that's real life too). So Ted and I were joking around when I came running into the room asking him what he brought home. He was laughing and telling me to get out so when he wasn't paying attention I ran into his room. I hid under his bed that was some how tall enough for me to sit crisscross apple sauce under and yet it still looked like a normal bed from the outside. Then Jason came in and was like, "Why is Evelyn under your bed?" and Ted was like WHAT!!" and then I jumped out and told Jason he ruined it and Ted laughed and I laughed. It sounds really weird but in my dream it felt perfectly normal. Then Ted was telling me that he wanted to have a party in his room later. So then all of a sudden people started showing up and there ended up being about 10 people in the room. As everyone's having fun and listening to music Ted pulls out this plastic box. In the box was tons and tons of different colored pills in separate bags. He looks at me and tells me they're really fun. I tell him sorry but I won't try it. He tries hard to get me to do it but I never give in. A couple people in my dream do give in though. Jason ends up being one of the people that takes the drug, but for some reason a couple people decide it would be cool to put the pills in water and let it dissolve. When they do this the water starts to glow. One girls was green and Jason's was orange. I looked at Jason and asked if he was sure he wanted to drink it because I know that he wasn't a drug user. He told me it would be fine so I got off his case. When Ted saw that people had put the pills in water he freaked out. He told them that it was gross and that it would take longer for them to feel the drugs. I looked around and felt very out of my element and a little uncomfortable. I got up and walked into the hall. I then decided to go to the bathroom. The bathroom was weird because it was very dark and had a green light so it was kind of creepy. When I walked in there were girls in it and I could definitely tell that they were on something.
Then I woke up.
I know that there was at least one more part to my dream series last night but I can't remember the other ones... Welp.. until tomorrow <3
Goodnight <3
I was walking on the beach with another girl and we were in bathing suits. Mine was strapless and I kept thinking about how unflattering and uncomfortable it was. There was this big group of guys by the water that we walked passed. They said hi to us and were trying to be cool, but for some reason I knew that they were breaking some rule. So me and the girl walked to this old cabin thing down the beach where the man that owned the beach lived. He didn't like people in certain spots and the boys happen to be in that area. We told the old man that there were boys swimming in his water and when we turned around to show him they were gone. We told him we swore they were there and if he could just look again he would see them. He turned back around to find the boys jumping at the same time into the water, but they happen to be on the side that was okay. So then we left the old weird guys cabin and began walking down the beach again. We ran into this huge long thick thing with hair. It was in the shallow part along the beach but also went in pretty far so we didn't know how long it actually was. In my dream we knew it was a giraffe neck and head. the head part was in the water so we couldn't see it, but we did see the giraffe pattern and it had hair. It was very strange and not really scary at all.. as much as it sounds like it would be hahaha.
Part 2. This part takes place in a house.. a random house. My room was next door to my real life friend ... we will come him... Ted. And next door to Ted was my ex boyfriend from a long long time ago...lets call him... Jason. So I was trying to have a conversation with Jason who in my dream was just my friend, but he wasn't really trying to talk to me. He was acting really weird.. and then finally when he got back home from leaving somewhere he told me to come hang out in his room. I did and we talked and it was whatever. Then my friend Ted came home and I went to his room because me and him were at lot closer (that's real life too). So Ted and I were joking around when I came running into the room asking him what he brought home. He was laughing and telling me to get out so when he wasn't paying attention I ran into his room. I hid under his bed that was some how tall enough for me to sit crisscross apple sauce under and yet it still looked like a normal bed from the outside. Then Jason came in and was like, "Why is Evelyn under your bed?" and Ted was like WHAT!!" and then I jumped out and told Jason he ruined it and Ted laughed and I laughed. It sounds really weird but in my dream it felt perfectly normal. Then Ted was telling me that he wanted to have a party in his room later. So then all of a sudden people started showing up and there ended up being about 10 people in the room. As everyone's having fun and listening to music Ted pulls out this plastic box. In the box was tons and tons of different colored pills in separate bags. He looks at me and tells me they're really fun. I tell him sorry but I won't try it. He tries hard to get me to do it but I never give in. A couple people in my dream do give in though. Jason ends up being one of the people that takes the drug, but for some reason a couple people decide it would be cool to put the pills in water and let it dissolve. When they do this the water starts to glow. One girls was green and Jason's was orange. I looked at Jason and asked if he was sure he wanted to drink it because I know that he wasn't a drug user. He told me it would be fine so I got off his case. When Ted saw that people had put the pills in water he freaked out. He told them that it was gross and that it would take longer for them to feel the drugs. I looked around and felt very out of my element and a little uncomfortable. I got up and walked into the hall. I then decided to go to the bathroom. The bathroom was weird because it was very dark and had a green light so it was kind of creepy. When I walked in there were girls in it and I could definitely tell that they were on something.
Then I woke up.
I know that there was at least one more part to my dream series last night but I can't remember the other ones... Welp.. until tomorrow <3
Goodnight <3
Thursday, September 26, 2013
Wednesday, September 25, 2013
9/23/13
So last night I actually had a dream.
I dreamed about living in my grandmother's house again. I was in the house sitting in my old bedroom on the floor talking to my mom. I wasn't exactly paying attention though because there were little nats/ fruit flies every where. I was trying to kill them and they just kept coming back. Finally I got so frustrated that I walked out of the room. The room across from mine was being redecorated. It had a big dresser on one of the walls. It wasn't very tall but it was very long and thick. The dresser was wood but painted an ugly blue color. I asked my mom if I could paint it another color and she agreed that it needed to be painted. I walked out into the living room where lots of tubes of children's paint was sitting on the ground on top of some plastic. For some reason I decided yellow would be a good color for the giant dresser. I walk back into my room and the dresser is pulled away from the wall a little. I then see the back of the dresser and the back is a vanity. It was super antique and beautiful. The back side was not painted, it was just wood. I asked my mom if she knew that it was there and she said no. I spent a long time looking at it and looking in all the drawers. Then I woke up. Night :)
I dreamed about living in my grandmother's house again. I was in the house sitting in my old bedroom on the floor talking to my mom. I wasn't exactly paying attention though because there were little nats/ fruit flies every where. I was trying to kill them and they just kept coming back. Finally I got so frustrated that I walked out of the room. The room across from mine was being redecorated. It had a big dresser on one of the walls. It wasn't very tall but it was very long and thick. The dresser was wood but painted an ugly blue color. I asked my mom if I could paint it another color and she agreed that it needed to be painted. I walked out into the living room where lots of tubes of children's paint was sitting on the ground on top of some plastic. For some reason I decided yellow would be a good color for the giant dresser. I walk back into my room and the dresser is pulled away from the wall a little. I then see the back of the dresser and the back is a vanity. It was super antique and beautiful. The back side was not painted, it was just wood. I asked my mom if she knew that it was there and she said no. I spent a long time looking at it and looking in all the drawers. Then I woke up. Night :)
Monday, September 23, 2013
Sunday, September 22, 2013
9/20/13
So at the moment I'm drunk but that won't take away from me writing about my dream.
The dream I had this night was about drugs and I think this was because I was watching the show Weeds before I fell asleep.
In my dream I was selling marijuana. I was the one who owned it and my husband was the one that sold it and took care of all the scary stuff for me. And if you knew me and him you'd know that that is completely hilarious because he takes care of all the important things and I'm afraid of everything illegal. So basically this kid that I met in 1 st grade Kazon (that's real life) as in my dream. In my dream he gave me a lot of weed before he got sent off to prison. I didn't exactly know what to do with it so my husband started selling it and I would keep it in a safe place. My husbands friend Hex was also int the drug business and he hung out with some scary Mexican gangsters. There was 3 of them and they all had the same car except in different colors. I talked to my husband on the phone and it was super cute and then Kazon called me and told me he got out of jail. He wanted his drugs back and then I didn't know what to do. so I tried calling my husband back to get advice but he wouldn't answer. I ad no idea what to do except try and hold off this scary guy. He came to my house and was holding me by the neck trying to tell me to give him back his drugs but I wouldn't do it. I had this kid call me that I dated in middle school named Justin. He wanted to come over and hang out because apparently my parents knew famous people. I told him it wasn't a great time and he kind of ignored me. After I got off the phone I was trying to pick metal name tags out of the drain of the sink. They were broken and I had to match the magnets up with the right name tags again. Then I left the house and saw Justin on the school bus with a bunch of random kids wearing hats. I tried getting his attention but it was like I was a weirdo all over again.
Thank god I'm not in middle school anymore.
goodmngitht. drunk.
The dream I had this night was about drugs and I think this was because I was watching the show Weeds before I fell asleep.
In my dream I was selling marijuana. I was the one who owned it and my husband was the one that sold it and took care of all the scary stuff for me. And if you knew me and him you'd know that that is completely hilarious because he takes care of all the important things and I'm afraid of everything illegal. So basically this kid that I met in 1 st grade Kazon (that's real life) as in my dream. In my dream he gave me a lot of weed before he got sent off to prison. I didn't exactly know what to do with it so my husband started selling it and I would keep it in a safe place. My husbands friend Hex was also int the drug business and he hung out with some scary Mexican gangsters. There was 3 of them and they all had the same car except in different colors. I talked to my husband on the phone and it was super cute and then Kazon called me and told me he got out of jail. He wanted his drugs back and then I didn't know what to do. so I tried calling my husband back to get advice but he wouldn't answer. I ad no idea what to do except try and hold off this scary guy. He came to my house and was holding me by the neck trying to tell me to give him back his drugs but I wouldn't do it. I had this kid call me that I dated in middle school named Justin. He wanted to come over and hang out because apparently my parents knew famous people. I told him it wasn't a great time and he kind of ignored me. After I got off the phone I was trying to pick metal name tags out of the drain of the sink. They were broken and I had to match the magnets up with the right name tags again. Then I left the house and saw Justin on the school bus with a bunch of random kids wearing hats. I tried getting his attention but it was like I was a weirdo all over again.
Thank god I'm not in middle school anymore.
goodmngitht. drunk.
Friday, September 20, 2013
9/19/13
On the 19th of September 2013 I spent the night in the Memorial Union of my school Oregon State University. I spent the night in this building for my job training that I'm going through at the moment. This building is amazing and beautiful and I'm so lucky to have been able to spend my night in there with a lot of great student leaders. So as you can imagine there are no beds in this building. I slept on a wooden floor with one blanket and got about 4 hours of not so great sleep, and even with all of that I still managed to have some good dreams.
Last night there were 3 stories to my dreams and they go like this..
I was in a car with a bunch of other people driving at night through a hot city which looked like my home town (las vegas). There weren't lots of lights like everyone would expect. It was just very dry, and people were moving about either in cars or on foot. While I was in the car I began talking about how stupid I felt cops were. How they're pretty much gas attendants (in Oregon it's illegal to bump your own goes so.. gas attendants). I was saying that cops shouldn't be able to give tickets out and how unfair and corrupt the system was. That's pretty much the end of what I remember for that part.
This second part was my favorite of the night. It takes place in a place that looked like Red Rock in Las Vegas. Red rock is on the out skirts of town and is a bunch of mountains and rocks that are red and beautiful. People go on nature walks, hikes, mountain climbing and other outdoor activities. So in my dream it looked like we were there. Our car was parked on a dirt road. On he passenger side there was a wooden railing and on the other side of that railing was a huge red mountain/rock. On the drivers side there was just straight desert no mountain anywhere near. I stood on the passenger side with a couple other family members looking at the beautiful rocks on front of us. We then saw birds flying above us and realized they were bald eagles. In my dream it was the most amazing and beautiful thing I had ever seen. The bald eagles flew by and then another bird flew by over head. We couldn't tell what it was but it flew like a song. When I saw it my heart melted and I felt like I had just seem something unreal. It flew down to the car on the opposite side of me (the driver's side). I was standing outside the passenger side with the door open when I decided to reach my arm through the car and outside the drivers side window to get closer to the bird. This bird was eagle-like but had the most amazing pink colored body and grey neck. It's head was white and when I reached my arm out to it, it brought its beak closer to my hand. In my head I knew it was excepting me and in my head I knew it was smiling.
The Last part of my dream was about me being in the Memorial Union with a couple of my fellow leaders. A lady sat in front of us on a couch and discussed the importance of shelters and how we could be running these institutions. The way she went about her speech rubbed me the wrong way and I couldn't pin point what exactly it was. After her speech I found that she was trying to get us to drop out of school and become care takers of these shelters. In my dream I felt like she was trying to trick us into this life and some of the students were falling for it. I explained to the lady that I was married and needed to finish school so I could live with my husband so I couldn't help her.
Night <3
Last night there were 3 stories to my dreams and they go like this..
I was in a car with a bunch of other people driving at night through a hot city which looked like my home town (las vegas). There weren't lots of lights like everyone would expect. It was just very dry, and people were moving about either in cars or on foot. While I was in the car I began talking about how stupid I felt cops were. How they're pretty much gas attendants (in Oregon it's illegal to bump your own goes so.. gas attendants). I was saying that cops shouldn't be able to give tickets out and how unfair and corrupt the system was. That's pretty much the end of what I remember for that part.
This second part was my favorite of the night. It takes place in a place that looked like Red Rock in Las Vegas. Red rock is on the out skirts of town and is a bunch of mountains and rocks that are red and beautiful. People go on nature walks, hikes, mountain climbing and other outdoor activities. So in my dream it looked like we were there. Our car was parked on a dirt road. On he passenger side there was a wooden railing and on the other side of that railing was a huge red mountain/rock. On the drivers side there was just straight desert no mountain anywhere near. I stood on the passenger side with a couple other family members looking at the beautiful rocks on front of us. We then saw birds flying above us and realized they were bald eagles. In my dream it was the most amazing and beautiful thing I had ever seen. The bald eagles flew by and then another bird flew by over head. We couldn't tell what it was but it flew like a song. When I saw it my heart melted and I felt like I had just seem something unreal. It flew down to the car on the opposite side of me (the driver's side). I was standing outside the passenger side with the door open when I decided to reach my arm through the car and outside the drivers side window to get closer to the bird. This bird was eagle-like but had the most amazing pink colored body and grey neck. It's head was white and when I reached my arm out to it, it brought its beak closer to my hand. In my head I knew it was excepting me and in my head I knew it was smiling.
The Last part of my dream was about me being in the Memorial Union with a couple of my fellow leaders. A lady sat in front of us on a couch and discussed the importance of shelters and how we could be running these institutions. The way she went about her speech rubbed me the wrong way and I couldn't pin point what exactly it was. After her speech I found that she was trying to get us to drop out of school and become care takers of these shelters. In my dream I felt like she was trying to trick us into this life and some of the students were falling for it. I explained to the lady that I was married and needed to finish school so I could live with my husband so I couldn't help her.
Night <3
Thursday, September 19, 2013
9/18/13
I'm really excited about this dream because it was fun, active and interesting. It starts off with me doing some kind of farm thing at a barn. I was with my friend and we were finishing up whatever we were doing and went to get back in the truck. The weird part was the way you were supposed to turn on the truck. My friend got into the drivers seat while I played with the hose in from of the truck. To turn on the truck you had to turn on this switch on the hose, change the water pressure by turning this circular part and then at the same time turn them both off. The first time I turned both things on but didn't turn them off at the same time and because of that the truck started rolling backwards and wouldn't stop until I had both the water and pressure off. I tried again and was successful. I hopped in the big loud truck and we began to drive away. We got to my friend's friends house where they both started drinking beer. They asked me if I wanted any, I told them no but thank you. All of a sudden my friend's boyfriend walks in the door and everything was fine until he realized she was drinking. Then they got into an argument because he hated when she drank with this girl. I then went out to the front of the house where my real life little sister was and we just hung out in front. The house was white, old and very small but had cool twists and turns inside of it. The parking lot in front of the house was a gravel road and off in the distance you could see nothing but desert, the highway and a hill that the highway went over. My sister and I both wanted to go home and so I yelled up to the second story window were the girls were sitting and drinking. I called my friends name and told her we wanted to leave, she told us we would have to spend the night. Me and my sister looked at each other and told each other we'd walk. Then we started calculating the amount of time it would take us to get to the hill and how many miles after the hill would it be. In my dream I determined that it would be at least 10 minutes to get to the hill. I then went back inside and the boyfriend had left. My friend told me to take some beer home with me so I did. As we were walking out she told me she would drive me so I was glad. We didn't get back into a truck though. We got into a little 2 door dark sports car with black interior. For some reason it seemed like she was sitting in the back with me but driving at the same time. And there was a front passenger seat in front of us. The back had only 2 seats and a little middle so with the driver and myself back there I expected my sister to ride in the front seat, but she didn't. She sat right next to me with her butt hanging off from the front of the chair. She wasn't sitting back at all because I can remember looking at her back in front of me and thinking why didn't she just sit in the front.
This next part takes place in a community pool. I was with my family and we were celebrating something at what looked like a home complex pool. I was with my mom, my older sister, little sister and brother. And then a random bunch of people who I didn't talk to but felt comfortable around so I'm assuming dream me invited them. My little sister and I were playing in the pool while my brother terrorized little children and my old sister and mom sat in chairs on the other side of the pool. I saw this little blonde girl staring at me so when she got close enough I told her that her hair was very pretty. She had long blonde hair that was pinned back on both sides where a pin met in the middle. The pin was a bouquet of some of the prettiest flowers I'd ever seen ( I think this part comes from me watching Tangled the night before). Then I talked to the girl a little more and held her in the pool while playing games. At one point my older sister walked out of the pool area and came back with one of her friends. This guy she came back with was someone I knew in my dream but not in real life. In my dream my whole family knew him as an old friend of my sisters and we all loved him. It also didn't hurt that he was so amazingly attractive and all of us, besides my brother, couldn't help but stare at him. My little sister being the most boy crazed out of us all ran up to him and said hi, gave him a hug and he went to kiss her on the cheek when she tricked him and kissed him on the lips. While I walked over to them he was in the middle of hugging and kissing my mom on the cheek. He looked at me and all I could see was my sister standing beside him drooling and staring with her mouth wide open. In my head I laughed in thought how true it all was. He hugged me, said hello and he knew I was married so I could tell he wasn't sure how I'd feel about him kissing me on the cheek. So to undo the awkward moment I kissed him on the cheek and told him it was great seeing him. Me and my sister got back into the pool and let him, my older sister and my mom talk. I jumped into the pool and slide along the bottom while I was under water which was so fun. At the end of my body sliding I realized that I had tangled legs with someone. I was really worried because there were tons of children around. When I popped out of the water to see who it was I found the little girl wrapped up in my feet and she grabbing on to me. I grabbed her and we hung out more. I sneezed at this moment and I could feel boogers coming out of my nose. The weird part was that when I tried taking them out it was like a never ending stream. When they finally all came out I looked at me and the little girls feet and she had my boogers on her big toe. I wiped them off and laughed really hard. In my dream she made me really happy and we had a weird bond to each other. We got out of the pool and then she disappeared. In my dream someone had put her in the dryer outside of the pool area to time how fast she could stay in. The little girl was really excited about this so she did it. I don't know who put her in and I didn't see it in my head but for some reason dream me knew what was going on and where to get her. I ran to the dryer and opened it. The dryer was still going so I then pushed the stop button. It started stopping but as soon as I took my finger off it began to roll again. I realized this quickly and left my finger on the button so that it would stop completely and the girl could get out. She got out and was fine. In my dream I wasn't worried that she was hurt but more sad that someone told her that was cool. We walked back into the dark green pool gate which was right outside of the little rounded tan stucco laundry room. Right when we walked in I saw the guy my older sister brought walk right towards the pool. He had no shirt on and for a second my dream was moving in slow motion, but then I told myself to stop acting like a weirdo and I kept walking and life started to move at a regular pace again.
We all left the pool area and went into some weird antique looking shop which apparently was our family storage. It was now just me, my older sister, that guy and my mom. He told us about some girl he had met and showed us the rings he was thinking about getting her. They were seriously the ugliest wedding rings I had ever seen. They were plastic, thick, had no diamonds, were crazy colors and had little balls on the top of them or costume colored rhinestones on the top. Apparently this girl had already seen what they looked like and actually picked those out herself. All I could say was... interesting. We then looked at this wall that had stuff belonging to my husband on it. It was a bunch of nerdy boy things like weird movies, comics.. stuff like that. There were 2 movies hanging on the wall that apparently my husband played in. They were low budge films nothing too crazy but my sisters guy friend apparently knew them and thought they were cool. My mom on the other hand thought they were stupid. I didn't really have a thought on them, I just knew that my husband loved them and I loved him.
The last part of this dream takes place in my childhood neighborhood. While I lived here I met a boy when I was 8 years old. His name was Daryl. He and I were very close and I liked him. I would never call him my boyfriend though because I believed I was too young (this is all real). We were just friends, friends who liked each other. My mom loved him and he was a very sweet boy. Well, by the time middle school came I lost contact with him and the last time I saw him was when I was 13 years old.
In my dream I was walking around the neighborhood with Daryl and a friend.. lets call the friend.. Martin (I met Martin in college at a party). They lived in the neighborhood again and I was looking for a place. All the houses were crazy shaped and we just walked around talking and hanging out. In my dream it was so weird to me that I was seeing Daryl again. It felt like I lost my best friend and then all of a sudden he appeared. I was so excited about seeing him and we caught each other up on our lives and it was great. There was no weird sexual tension or I like you do you like me stuff still. It was just good friendship. He took me to his house so I could see how him and Martin were living. He told me it was really cramped but they didn't mind. I walked into his house. A yellow house with a red door and one window facing the front yard. There was a couch, a tv, a table and a lamp. It looked exactly how I would imagine two boys would live. Not dirty.. just simple, sold colors and clean. The stairs were very narrow and you could see them right when you walked in the house. There were no railing on the stairs so if you fall off the sides you'd fall onto the living room couch. Going up the stairs there were more and more boxes which made it harder and harder to squeeze through. At one point there were so many boxes on my left side that I had to move them in order to fit my body through. Right when I got up the stairs it was like walking into an attic, no door just one big space. This was where the mess was and where the sleeping happened for Martin. I came down the stairs fast and put the boxes back in the right spots because I suddenly had a feeling I wasn't supposed to see that room. I came down and it wasn't a big deal. I hugged Daryl and told him it was nice seeing him and we stared at each other and it was because we still couldn't believe that we were seeing each other all grown up in real life.
This next part takes place in a community pool. I was with my family and we were celebrating something at what looked like a home complex pool. I was with my mom, my older sister, little sister and brother. And then a random bunch of people who I didn't talk to but felt comfortable around so I'm assuming dream me invited them. My little sister and I were playing in the pool while my brother terrorized little children and my old sister and mom sat in chairs on the other side of the pool. I saw this little blonde girl staring at me so when she got close enough I told her that her hair was very pretty. She had long blonde hair that was pinned back on both sides where a pin met in the middle. The pin was a bouquet of some of the prettiest flowers I'd ever seen ( I think this part comes from me watching Tangled the night before). Then I talked to the girl a little more and held her in the pool while playing games. At one point my older sister walked out of the pool area and came back with one of her friends. This guy she came back with was someone I knew in my dream but not in real life. In my dream my whole family knew him as an old friend of my sisters and we all loved him. It also didn't hurt that he was so amazingly attractive and all of us, besides my brother, couldn't help but stare at him. My little sister being the most boy crazed out of us all ran up to him and said hi, gave him a hug and he went to kiss her on the cheek when she tricked him and kissed him on the lips. While I walked over to them he was in the middle of hugging and kissing my mom on the cheek. He looked at me and all I could see was my sister standing beside him drooling and staring with her mouth wide open. In my head I laughed in thought how true it all was. He hugged me, said hello and he knew I was married so I could tell he wasn't sure how I'd feel about him kissing me on the cheek. So to undo the awkward moment I kissed him on the cheek and told him it was great seeing him. Me and my sister got back into the pool and let him, my older sister and my mom talk. I jumped into the pool and slide along the bottom while I was under water which was so fun. At the end of my body sliding I realized that I had tangled legs with someone. I was really worried because there were tons of children around. When I popped out of the water to see who it was I found the little girl wrapped up in my feet and she grabbing on to me. I grabbed her and we hung out more. I sneezed at this moment and I could feel boogers coming out of my nose. The weird part was that when I tried taking them out it was like a never ending stream. When they finally all came out I looked at me and the little girls feet and she had my boogers on her big toe. I wiped them off and laughed really hard. In my dream she made me really happy and we had a weird bond to each other. We got out of the pool and then she disappeared. In my dream someone had put her in the dryer outside of the pool area to time how fast she could stay in. The little girl was really excited about this so she did it. I don't know who put her in and I didn't see it in my head but for some reason dream me knew what was going on and where to get her. I ran to the dryer and opened it. The dryer was still going so I then pushed the stop button. It started stopping but as soon as I took my finger off it began to roll again. I realized this quickly and left my finger on the button so that it would stop completely and the girl could get out. She got out and was fine. In my dream I wasn't worried that she was hurt but more sad that someone told her that was cool. We walked back into the dark green pool gate which was right outside of the little rounded tan stucco laundry room. Right when we walked in I saw the guy my older sister brought walk right towards the pool. He had no shirt on and for a second my dream was moving in slow motion, but then I told myself to stop acting like a weirdo and I kept walking and life started to move at a regular pace again.
We all left the pool area and went into some weird antique looking shop which apparently was our family storage. It was now just me, my older sister, that guy and my mom. He told us about some girl he had met and showed us the rings he was thinking about getting her. They were seriously the ugliest wedding rings I had ever seen. They were plastic, thick, had no diamonds, were crazy colors and had little balls on the top of them or costume colored rhinestones on the top. Apparently this girl had already seen what they looked like and actually picked those out herself. All I could say was... interesting. We then looked at this wall that had stuff belonging to my husband on it. It was a bunch of nerdy boy things like weird movies, comics.. stuff like that. There were 2 movies hanging on the wall that apparently my husband played in. They were low budge films nothing too crazy but my sisters guy friend apparently knew them and thought they were cool. My mom on the other hand thought they were stupid. I didn't really have a thought on them, I just knew that my husband loved them and I loved him.
The last part of this dream takes place in my childhood neighborhood. While I lived here I met a boy when I was 8 years old. His name was Daryl. He and I were very close and I liked him. I would never call him my boyfriend though because I believed I was too young (this is all real). We were just friends, friends who liked each other. My mom loved him and he was a very sweet boy. Well, by the time middle school came I lost contact with him and the last time I saw him was when I was 13 years old.
In my dream I was walking around the neighborhood with Daryl and a friend.. lets call the friend.. Martin (I met Martin in college at a party). They lived in the neighborhood again and I was looking for a place. All the houses were crazy shaped and we just walked around talking and hanging out. In my dream it was so weird to me that I was seeing Daryl again. It felt like I lost my best friend and then all of a sudden he appeared. I was so excited about seeing him and we caught each other up on our lives and it was great. There was no weird sexual tension or I like you do you like me stuff still. It was just good friendship. He took me to his house so I could see how him and Martin were living. He told me it was really cramped but they didn't mind. I walked into his house. A yellow house with a red door and one window facing the front yard. There was a couch, a tv, a table and a lamp. It looked exactly how I would imagine two boys would live. Not dirty.. just simple, sold colors and clean. The stairs were very narrow and you could see them right when you walked in the house. There were no railing on the stairs so if you fall off the sides you'd fall onto the living room couch. Going up the stairs there were more and more boxes which made it harder and harder to squeeze through. At one point there were so many boxes on my left side that I had to move them in order to fit my body through. Right when I got up the stairs it was like walking into an attic, no door just one big space. This was where the mess was and where the sleeping happened for Martin. I came down the stairs fast and put the boxes back in the right spots because I suddenly had a feeling I wasn't supposed to see that room. I came down and it wasn't a big deal. I hugged Daryl and told him it was nice seeing him and we stared at each other and it was because we still couldn't believe that we were seeing each other all grown up in real life.
Wednesday, September 18, 2013
9/17/13
I dreamed a lot and it was great but now it's late and I can't remember fully... I wrote some high lights down so I wouldn't forget but now I forget what they pertain to. .. Oops.
So my dream had 4 parts.
The first part was me at the grocery store. The grocery store I was at was like a Costco. It was very big and had high ceilings. I don't remember anything else about that dream.
The second part was me sitting at a table in a house with my family when I decided I wanted cereal. I poured the cereal in my bowl and then the milk. After I poured the milk I realized there wasn't enough of it in the cereal. So I then just decided to play with it for a little and then I left the table. I saw my brother go up to it and I was warning him that there wasn't enough milk in it. It was weird because I was warning him in a way that was very urgent. It was like something as very wrong with it. The cereal type was some kind of chocolate flavored cereal with candy in it. And my brother still ate it and didn't seem to care.
The third part of my dream I was in the same house as the second part. I was just hanging out when I decided to go see what was going on in the backyard. When I looked out of the glass doors I could see a group of 3 boys and a mother. These people weren't just strangers. They're people who have been close friends of my family for a while (in real life). I dated one of them about 7 years ago. His name is.. lets say Tim.
So for some background info. me and "Tim" dated for 3 months before I broke up with him because we never saw each other and he bought me to much stuff. After I broke up with him I never saw him again.. or his family members so I'm really self-conscious about that whole situation. My family still talks to them, I just happen to be busy anytime my family goes to see them. I don't try not to see them but it just works out that way and I don't mind.
So back to the dream. It was Tim, his brother, his cousin and his mom outside. For some reason they were dancing outside. I sat looking out the glass trying to figure out what was going on. They were sweating and I could see it through there shirts and I was really confused and glad that for some reason they couldn't see me through the glass. Then, his mom (a good friend of my mothers in real life) came into the house and saw me. It was really awkward and I was really afraid. She looked at me like she was disappointed and I gathered in my head that it wa probably because it seemed I had been avoiding them. She walked away not saying a word to me and I continued watching the boys dance. I finally realized they were doing Zumba and me and my little sister laughed so hard. They came in and were fighting with us that it was a respectable form of exercise and that it was okay and men should feel secure enough to do it.
Lastly, I had a dream I was sleeping and I woke up because someone was coming in my room. In my dream I wasn't afraid I was just trying to figure out who it was. It ended up being one of my roommates and her boyfriend. They came in and were trying to whisper and not wake me up. They didn't realize that I was awake and just being very quiet and not moving. They were looking through a box in my room (there's actually a box in my room full of stuff that's one of my friends stuff). In my head I had an un-trusting feeling which is pretty accurate to my real feelings.
THE END <3 :)
I apologize for grammatical errors and bad spelling.. I'm tired :/
The second part was me sitting at a table in a house with my family when I decided I wanted cereal. I poured the cereal in my bowl and then the milk. After I poured the milk I realized there wasn't enough of it in the cereal. So I then just decided to play with it for a little and then I left the table. I saw my brother go up to it and I was warning him that there wasn't enough milk in it. It was weird because I was warning him in a way that was very urgent. It was like something as very wrong with it. The cereal type was some kind of chocolate flavored cereal with candy in it. And my brother still ate it and didn't seem to care.
The third part of my dream I was in the same house as the second part. I was just hanging out when I decided to go see what was going on in the backyard. When I looked out of the glass doors I could see a group of 3 boys and a mother. These people weren't just strangers. They're people who have been close friends of my family for a while (in real life). I dated one of them about 7 years ago. His name is.. lets say Tim.
So for some background info. me and "Tim" dated for 3 months before I broke up with him because we never saw each other and he bought me to much stuff. After I broke up with him I never saw him again.. or his family members so I'm really self-conscious about that whole situation. My family still talks to them, I just happen to be busy anytime my family goes to see them. I don't try not to see them but it just works out that way and I don't mind.
So back to the dream. It was Tim, his brother, his cousin and his mom outside. For some reason they were dancing outside. I sat looking out the glass trying to figure out what was going on. They were sweating and I could see it through there shirts and I was really confused and glad that for some reason they couldn't see me through the glass. Then, his mom (a good friend of my mothers in real life) came into the house and saw me. It was really awkward and I was really afraid. She looked at me like she was disappointed and I gathered in my head that it wa probably because it seemed I had been avoiding them. She walked away not saying a word to me and I continued watching the boys dance. I finally realized they were doing Zumba and me and my little sister laughed so hard. They came in and were fighting with us that it was a respectable form of exercise and that it was okay and men should feel secure enough to do it.
Lastly, I had a dream I was sleeping and I woke up because someone was coming in my room. In my dream I wasn't afraid I was just trying to figure out who it was. It ended up being one of my roommates and her boyfriend. They came in and were trying to whisper and not wake me up. They didn't realize that I was awake and just being very quiet and not moving. They were looking through a box in my room (there's actually a box in my room full of stuff that's one of my friends stuff). In my head I had an un-trusting feeling which is pretty accurate to my real feelings.
THE END <3 :)
I apologize for grammatical errors and bad spelling.. I'm tired :/
Tuesday, September 17, 2013
9/16/13
No dream last night.. kind of. I mean.. there was a dream but I don't remember it again. :/
I started work this week and it's throwing off my sleep patterns. Hopefully tonight I'll have a better one and actually remember it :)
Night Night <3
I started work this week and it's throwing off my sleep patterns. Hopefully tonight I'll have a better one and actually remember it :)
Night Night <3
Monday, September 16, 2013
9/15/13
Last night I got a grand total of 4 hours of sleep. I had to be awake by 7am for work and I was not a happy camper. As you can imagine I am SO drained. I know I dreamed last night because when I woke up I remembered the dream and told myself not to forget. Then life happened and I rushed off to work and now I'm here trying to figure out what the dream was about.
All I remember is being in a really big building with cubicles everywhere. I was at work and some man with brown hair and glasses was talking to me over my cubicle wall. Also, a girl with light blue eyes was in my dream but I don't remember why or who she was. I do remember my feelings throughout the dream though. I was content and woke up that way as well.
I wish I remembered more, but that's all I have from last nights dream.
Until tomorrow. <3
Good night.
All I remember is being in a really big building with cubicles everywhere. I was at work and some man with brown hair and glasses was talking to me over my cubicle wall. Also, a girl with light blue eyes was in my dream but I don't remember why or who she was. I do remember my feelings throughout the dream though. I was content and woke up that way as well.
I wish I remembered more, but that's all I have from last nights dream.
Until tomorrow. <3
Good night.
Sunday, September 15, 2013
9/14/13
Last nights episode comes in four parts. This my friends is an interesting one.
The first part was about my step brother Jonathan. I didn't grow up with him so try not to be creeped out by this part. I in real life think he's attractive and when I met him again for the second time ( I hadn't seen him since I was 8)I was 17 years old and he was 19. So occasionally I dream about him and it's random ( Now I'm almost 21 and haven't seen him in 2 year). So this dream goes like this. We were at what I'm assuming was my dad's house hanging out in the garage. We get in my step brothers car and we're just talking and I think hiding from my dad.. or someone. We drive around and he just tells me about his life and I tell him about mine. In my dream I'm looking at him like he's a god. I possible was drooling in his presence (Just kidding that's weird but that kind of feeling was going on in dream me's head). That's the end of that part.
The second dream I had was about 2 girls being pregnant. One was very small while the other looked like a grown women. In my dream I was friends with these ladies and we were hanging out in a house together. We were with one other non-pregnant girl and a man. We were all just hanging out when the littlest pregnant person fell to the ground. I was walking in front of her so I helped her up as she was screaming, "the baby's coming". There was this weird black little chair which was raised and and had no back rest. Me and the guy put this girl on that chair and told her it would be okay(The chair didn't look all that safe so I don't know why we thought that was a good idea). In my head I was freaking out because I had never delivered a baby and didn't actually know if she was okay. At this point my dream makes a turn in subjects and settings.
This next part takes place at a grocery store. Before telling the dream I'd like to set up the scene a little. So, as you walk out of the grocery store onto the grey cement path there were cement stairs about 15 feet in front of you with metal rails and chain link fences going up the sides. At the top of the stairs was the parking lot, but also at the top corner of the stairs was away to get through the chain link fence, and through the fence was a grass field. You could see this through the chain link fence while going up the stairs. On the stairs was a woman who had just had a baby and a man that I'm assuming was the dad. This baby was huge, in fact he looked like the age of a 4 year old. I looked at the woman and asked her, "did you really just have this baby today?!" she responded with a smile and the answer yes fell from her lips. I quickly told her that she needed to get her new born because he was running up the cement stairs as if he'd been doing it for the past 4 years. The look on her face was one of disbelief and she raced toward the stairs. Once she was at the stairs she seemed not to care anymore. So I walked up the stairs went through the fence where a big game of kickball was being played. I joined in and then remembered that I actually hate the game because I always get hit in the face. All my friends appeared to be down there so I went around talking and hanging out. As I started talking to one at 3rd base the ball comes straight for my face. At this point I woke up and realized I had had some good dreamin' to write about. So naturally, I fell back to sleep.
The 4rd and best part of my dream takes place at a basketball game. Everyone was wearing red, white and black so I don't really know exactly what team I was rooting for, but that's not even important. My whole dream takes place on the outside of the stands. Ya know how you walk out of a big arena and there's vendors in that rounded area that you can walk all the way around the arena on? Yea, that's where we were. It was dark and there were lots of people around. In my dream I was talking to a girl I went to high school with named Yevette (real life high school). In high school she was engaged to a football player named Clay who in my dream was on right side holding her like they were still together. I told her that I'm so glad they're still together and that I hope it works out for the both of them. Then Kevin (my husband in real life and in my dream) comes up and puts his arm around me. We talk and stare at each other like normal and he kisses me. He kisses me more.. and more just like normal I have to remind him we're in public and that he needs to behave. So then he disappears and I now realize I'm dating someone else who happens to be a girl. This is really weird because I'm not into girls.. at all haha. So this girl gives me a ding dong (hostess snack) to wear on my finger. I tell her that I'm in a relationship with Kevin and she seems to not be phased. Then I tell her that this is too weird and I eat the cupcake ring. I then sit on the floor and eat chips, bags and bags of them. I'm sitting against a tan/fake wooden wall and the wall has cabinets on the base of it (where I'm sitting). I start putting all my empty chip, cupcake and candy wrappers in this cabinet. While I sit here 4 other people are with me. (In real life I just finished the series Dawson's Creek so that's why this next part exists.. I assume) The 4 people sitting by me are the characters of Dawson's Creek. They're sitting there talking about how eating one whole bag of chips in one sitting is bad for you and how they can't do it. I look at them and laugh because I just finished 3 bags. Then they talk about cereal and I say how much I hate cereal. The last thing I remember about my dream was eating doritos and having doritos fingers.
In real life I get woken up by my phone ringing, and I always answer morning phone calls because they're always my husband. I answer and the funny part is in the first minute of the phone call I rub my two fingers together because I thought there was dorito cheese on them.. turns out I didn't actually eat doritos. hahaha :)
The first part was about my step brother Jonathan. I didn't grow up with him so try not to be creeped out by this part. I in real life think he's attractive and when I met him again for the second time ( I hadn't seen him since I was 8)I was 17 years old and he was 19. So occasionally I dream about him and it's random ( Now I'm almost 21 and haven't seen him in 2 year). So this dream goes like this. We were at what I'm assuming was my dad's house hanging out in the garage. We get in my step brothers car and we're just talking and I think hiding from my dad.. or someone. We drive around and he just tells me about his life and I tell him about mine. In my dream I'm looking at him like he's a god. I possible was drooling in his presence (Just kidding that's weird but that kind of feeling was going on in dream me's head). That's the end of that part.
The second dream I had was about 2 girls being pregnant. One was very small while the other looked like a grown women. In my dream I was friends with these ladies and we were hanging out in a house together. We were with one other non-pregnant girl and a man. We were all just hanging out when the littlest pregnant person fell to the ground. I was walking in front of her so I helped her up as she was screaming, "the baby's coming". There was this weird black little chair which was raised and and had no back rest. Me and the guy put this girl on that chair and told her it would be okay(The chair didn't look all that safe so I don't know why we thought that was a good idea). In my head I was freaking out because I had never delivered a baby and didn't actually know if she was okay. At this point my dream makes a turn in subjects and settings.
This next part takes place at a grocery store. Before telling the dream I'd like to set up the scene a little. So, as you walk out of the grocery store onto the grey cement path there were cement stairs about 15 feet in front of you with metal rails and chain link fences going up the sides. At the top of the stairs was the parking lot, but also at the top corner of the stairs was away to get through the chain link fence, and through the fence was a grass field. You could see this through the chain link fence while going up the stairs. On the stairs was a woman who had just had a baby and a man that I'm assuming was the dad. This baby was huge, in fact he looked like the age of a 4 year old. I looked at the woman and asked her, "did you really just have this baby today?!" she responded with a smile and the answer yes fell from her lips. I quickly told her that she needed to get her new born because he was running up the cement stairs as if he'd been doing it for the past 4 years. The look on her face was one of disbelief and she raced toward the stairs. Once she was at the stairs she seemed not to care anymore. So I walked up the stairs went through the fence where a big game of kickball was being played. I joined in and then remembered that I actually hate the game because I always get hit in the face. All my friends appeared to be down there so I went around talking and hanging out. As I started talking to one at 3rd base the ball comes straight for my face. At this point I woke up and realized I had had some good dreamin' to write about. So naturally, I fell back to sleep.
The 4rd and best part of my dream takes place at a basketball game. Everyone was wearing red, white and black so I don't really know exactly what team I was rooting for, but that's not even important. My whole dream takes place on the outside of the stands. Ya know how you walk out of a big arena and there's vendors in that rounded area that you can walk all the way around the arena on? Yea, that's where we were. It was dark and there were lots of people around. In my dream I was talking to a girl I went to high school with named Yevette (real life high school). In high school she was engaged to a football player named Clay who in my dream was on right side holding her like they were still together. I told her that I'm so glad they're still together and that I hope it works out for the both of them. Then Kevin (my husband in real life and in my dream) comes up and puts his arm around me. We talk and stare at each other like normal and he kisses me. He kisses me more.. and more just like normal I have to remind him we're in public and that he needs to behave. So then he disappears and I now realize I'm dating someone else who happens to be a girl. This is really weird because I'm not into girls.. at all haha. So this girl gives me a ding dong (hostess snack) to wear on my finger. I tell her that I'm in a relationship with Kevin and she seems to not be phased. Then I tell her that this is too weird and I eat the cupcake ring. I then sit on the floor and eat chips, bags and bags of them. I'm sitting against a tan/fake wooden wall and the wall has cabinets on the base of it (where I'm sitting). I start putting all my empty chip, cupcake and candy wrappers in this cabinet. While I sit here 4 other people are with me. (In real life I just finished the series Dawson's Creek so that's why this next part exists.. I assume) The 4 people sitting by me are the characters of Dawson's Creek. They're sitting there talking about how eating one whole bag of chips in one sitting is bad for you and how they can't do it. I look at them and laugh because I just finished 3 bags. Then they talk about cereal and I say how much I hate cereal. The last thing I remember about my dream was eating doritos and having doritos fingers.
In real life I get woken up by my phone ringing, and I always answer morning phone calls because they're always my husband. I answer and the funny part is in the first minute of the phone call I rub my two fingers together because I thought there was dorito cheese on them.. turns out I didn't actually eat doritos. hahaha :)
9/13/13
The night of Friday the 13th. I hoped for more of a crazy detailed dream last night but it just didn't happen.
I woke up today not remembering my blog for the first couple hours. Then when I did remember the blog I couldn't remember what I had dreamed about. As the day went on a remembered little pictures in my head.
So, today I don't have a very good dream to tell other than broken up pieces of crap that don't really make sense or have a plot line. My dream took my place on what looked like a friend of mines dad's property in the country. This friend of mine (lets call her Sarah) has a little brother (lets call him W)who was in my dream. At some point in my dream I was hiding in a truck with him but I have no idea why. I think we were hiding from someones parents because of cow poop. I think we didn't want to take care of literal cow poop. There was this muddy dirt pool in my dream as well. I don't know the purpose of it I just remember it being there and having cow poop and diapers in it.
Actually hold the phone!
W and I were hiding in the car because there were giant spiders outside. One of the spiders was black and we were sitting on the porch looking out toward the dirt pile when W saw the spider. He freaked out so I told him I'd squish it. We ended up having to do it together because it was so big. When smashing the spider we found a bright green ooze inside of the butt part of the spider. Once the spider was dead we quickly came to the realization that there would be more coming for us. That is when we decided to run up the dirt hill and into his truck where we hid. Two more smaller spiders came around the door that we could see. They were spiders with big white butts.
That's all I remember for that one.
Oh! And this house, in the dream, wasn't my friends dad's house it was ours. It just looked like the dads real life house. In the house lived a bunch of us friends, but for some reason I never saw the friends.
I woke up today not remembering my blog for the first couple hours. Then when I did remember the blog I couldn't remember what I had dreamed about. As the day went on a remembered little pictures in my head.
So, today I don't have a very good dream to tell other than broken up pieces of crap that don't really make sense or have a plot line. My dream took my place on what looked like a friend of mines dad's property in the country. This friend of mine (lets call her Sarah) has a little brother (lets call him W)who was in my dream. At some point in my dream I was hiding in a truck with him but I have no idea why. I think we were hiding from someones parents because of cow poop. I think we didn't want to take care of literal cow poop. There was this muddy dirt pool in my dream as well. I don't know the purpose of it I just remember it being there and having cow poop and diapers in it.
Actually hold the phone!
W and I were hiding in the car because there were giant spiders outside. One of the spiders was black and we were sitting on the porch looking out toward the dirt pile when W saw the spider. He freaked out so I told him I'd squish it. We ended up having to do it together because it was so big. When smashing the spider we found a bright green ooze inside of the butt part of the spider. Once the spider was dead we quickly came to the realization that there would be more coming for us. That is when we decided to run up the dirt hill and into his truck where we hid. Two more smaller spiders came around the door that we could see. They were spiders with big white butts.
That's all I remember for that one.
Oh! And this house, in the dream, wasn't my friends dad's house it was ours. It just looked like the dads real life house. In the house lived a bunch of us friends, but for some reason I never saw the friends.
Friday, September 13, 2013
9/12/13
Last nights dream went a little something like this..
Also, before I start I want to say that some nights I don't remember in detail, but then there are nights when I could tell you the color of peoples eyes or even the color of the sky.
So, back to last night.
My dream was centered around what I can only imagine was the future America, and what my mind seems to think will happen. All parts of my dream were dark and it seemed to be night throughout the dream. My dream was about the world ending in the future. But it wasn't just about it ending, it was about how it would end. I've had this dream multiple times in my life and the ending of the world is always due to war. In my dreams I see war first-hand on American soil.
More in depth my dream has me running around this "futuristic" America looking for my sister. My older sister is with an African-American boy who appears to be just her friend (which is pretty realistic actually)and they are in trouble. In my dream I think she is dead or hurt on some sort of transportation. This transportation system looked like an above ground subway but very rounded and futuristic. I was at a hotel (I'm from Las Vegas) trying to find my family to tell them the news of my sister. When I got to them my mom told me that she didn't think my sister was dead or in any trouble. She calmed me down, and even though I knew she had no idea where my sister was I trusted my mom and believed anything and everything that came out of her mouth. My dream-self didn't even have it in her/my mind to doubt my mother. I don't remember the exact ending other than my mom comforting her children and all of us running away from something dark and loud. Never in my dream do I see explosions or guns it's just known that we are at war with something evil. It's very dreary, depressing and ominous. I never wake up from this type of dream afraid. This dream was not a nightmare.
Also, before I start I want to say that some nights I don't remember in detail, but then there are nights when I could tell you the color of peoples eyes or even the color of the sky.
So, back to last night.
My dream was centered around what I can only imagine was the future America, and what my mind seems to think will happen. All parts of my dream were dark and it seemed to be night throughout the dream. My dream was about the world ending in the future. But it wasn't just about it ending, it was about how it would end. I've had this dream multiple times in my life and the ending of the world is always due to war. In my dreams I see war first-hand on American soil.
More in depth my dream has me running around this "futuristic" America looking for my sister. My older sister is with an African-American boy who appears to be just her friend (which is pretty realistic actually)and they are in trouble. In my dream I think she is dead or hurt on some sort of transportation. This transportation system looked like an above ground subway but very rounded and futuristic. I was at a hotel (I'm from Las Vegas) trying to find my family to tell them the news of my sister. When I got to them my mom told me that she didn't think my sister was dead or in any trouble. She calmed me down, and even though I knew she had no idea where my sister was I trusted my mom and believed anything and everything that came out of her mouth. My dream-self didn't even have it in her/my mind to doubt my mother. I don't remember the exact ending other than my mom comforting her children and all of us running away from something dark and loud. Never in my dream do I see explosions or guns it's just known that we are at war with something evil. It's very dreary, depressing and ominous. I never wake up from this type of dream afraid. This dream was not a nightmare.
Thursday, September 12, 2013
What It's all About
I graduated high school 2 years ago and ever since then I've been having vivid dreams. The dreams I'm having are constant, and when I say constant.. I mean every single day since then. Literally every morning I wake up I remember, in detail the multiple dreams I had had that night. Every morning my friends and husband would get the daily dream as if they were reading the newspaper. After a while I decided I needed to start writing my dreams in a journal so I did just that. Now, I'm here. I figure it would be pretty awesome to write my dreams online for anyone who is interested in reading the crazy journey's my mind takes at night.
My goal is to write every day even if I happen to not dream. So here we go. Tomorrow will be my first.
Goodnight to all and lets hope for a good one tonight.
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